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Blue Raspberry

by EROCY

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SPIT TAKE 01:49
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2021 yeah yeah yeah  See it when I see your face, I can’t pretend that I’m okay Numbed in my feelings half the day, feel like I can’t meet you half way I’ve seen it severing the cord, fluorescent cloud and I want more  Depressant, omnipresent, it’s incandescent  2021 I want to tell you what I wanted to know but I couldn’t find the right way I want to know why you did you did; how you think it can be explained  2021
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LUCID DREAM 03:10
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Tell me I was wrong Say I didn't know I knew it all along ‘Don' t take it personal’ Say it face to face Say it on the phone You think this is a joke? And now its personal And now its personal Waited for the call Waited by the phone Never had a chance I took it personal Should have never gone Never had to know Spinning out of control You made it personal And now its personal I cant tell, you know? Of all the ways to go I wont ever know If its impersonal I cant wait to go Tell you what is wrong This song is getting old It's nothing personal It's nothing personal Now you feel like you've been sleeping through the daytime Can you see behind the fog and through your scraped mind? Wherever you go I will never know You try to make me think my futures on the rewind I don’t live to dwell among the stagnant lang syne  I will never go I will never go Can't try to make me feel like this will be the last time I wanted everything to slide down on the incline  Would it ever though? It wouldn't ever though Try to tell you everything is not a straight line Could you have everything but only at the wrong time? I will never know I will never know
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INFINTE SHELF 04:12
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I saw myself Body was sprawled across the floor I saw myself Mind all mush, soul on the floorboards I saw myself and I knew that I was done for I saw myself but it wasn’t me there on the floor I wish I could tell you what its going to be I wish I could tell you what is wrong with me I wish I could lullaby anxiety  Reignite carefree, crystallize upbeat I wish I could always live inside the dream I wish I was satisfied so magically  Vibrantly exploding into entropy  Astronomic glee, scream incessantly  I told myself That I was smarter than before I told myself That I knew what I was in for I told myself That I knew what I was done for I told myself 'wouldn’t be easier' before
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PHANTOM 04:43
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Are you a phantom like me? Are you a loner like me? Not there for anyone to see Are you a wonder like me? Flash of light barely seen There ain’t no other one like me Try to tell you what you can and can't be Feel translucent and it shows Make it harder than it ever should be Vaporous subsistence painted taupe  You want to look now like me You want to talk now like me Don’t think we need another like me If you’re a realist like me Think about it you’ll see You don’t wanna be like me Should I be waiting? Should I be waiting? Tense mental flailing, Silence cascading Obscurant gazing, I don't want to be waiting You don't have time to stay down You could change any day now It’s all coming back to me now. I keep falling all the way down I know that you want to be free I don’t know why you’re looking to me I don’t know why you’re looking to me I know that you want to be free I don't know why you're looking to me I don't know why you're fucking with me
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scurred 04:40
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You should be scared of the future You should be scared of the future I like it now I cant be scared of the future I cant be scared of the future Im scared enough Scared enough right now I cant believe its the future I cant believe its the future Where are we now? I see me in the future I see me in the future And Im the same I would have waited for someone- say, another me thats a-okay, only it wasn't me If I want it can I get it, do I wait another day? And if I dream can I see it, can I make myself a way? I wont look to the future I wont look to the future To bring me now It doesn't take much in the future It doesn't take much in the future To scare me now
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RENT FREE 04:33
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I ain't got nothing else to do I ain't got nothing else to say To you I will never be alone I would rather be alone Who taught you how to hate yourself? I was fine on my own I am gone Nothing else to do  Not involved Nothing else to say  Do you? I ain't got nothing else to do I ain't got nothing else to say To you I would rather be alone I have never felt so alone
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TAPPED OUT 04:28
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Could you ever really guess what I was thinking I know? Is it better now to wonder what you never did know? And I know when I wait and see and you tell you I know Yeah, I know Do you want to hide your head to wait and see what I know? And you never have to wonder what you never did know And I know when I wait and see and you tell you I know Yeah, I know
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outside bones 04:15
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And what you want from me, I want from you And what you want from me, I want from you Its what you want from me, I want from you I want from you  Its what you want from me, I want from you Did I, did I, did I, did I? Didn’t want it, no I never wanted, no 
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SURFACE TENSION 04:44
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Was it crooked of me, yeah I wont say  I take what you know and I did what you say And I can't break a sweat slurried up in the slew I sever forever myself to the truth So clever the wrecker that I might scheme  I cant split apart from what you want me to be  Fulminate, violate- I take what you break Make another mistake, I stay for your sake Cold shoulder all the weight, I'm about to explode I push off, tear apart Did it all fall away? I pull close, synchronize  Did it all fall away? And I know what's at stake What you can't tolerate Weigh all my dead weight  Contemplate my self hate You do as I do But not what I say Do what you have to do Im on the same page Placate the heartache  Scrub and scathe all the pain And Ill run away  And Ill rip astray I made headway And I drained out my brain Engage and dissuade Don't get carried away Give less than you take  Take nothing away  I cant catch a break  Do you want more cliches?  I know you're stuck in the past I know you've bared enough skin Leave town and don't come back now lll love you all the way now  In my own malaise, I was never good enough for you I can hardly wait, but Ill wait up for you  I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait Hurry up and wait, I wont run away I wont run away, I wont run away I can only see whats in front of me  Always, always, I need another day
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no need 04:12
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You will always have now, everything you'll ever need You will always have now, everything you'll ever need I'd fight a long hard time for the things I'll never see I'd give all my time, anything you ever need

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Blue Raspberry invokes dichotomies and tensions that we’re comfortable with. ‘Blue Raspberry’ flavoring is childlike and nostalgia inducing; but is also cynically corporate, sinister and artificial. The record lives emotionally in both places, sometimes on the same song. Synthetic sounds and textures mixed with their organic counterparts- raw performances augmented and collaborated with programatic elements.

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released June 17, 2022

All songs written, performed, and produced by Corey Autobee.

Photography by Kaitlin Autobee
Design by Corey Autobee

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Exploring the spaces of digital and organic.

Rooted by a deep love of pop, compelled by experimentation and sonic left turns.

Obsessive with the details and delighted by the happy accidents. ... more

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